The greatest revelation the disciples ever received focused on the resurrection of Jesus Christ. It was the first day of the week, and the disciples were hiding behind locked doors for fear of the Jews. Suddenly, Jesus appeared — in full resurrection glory — victorious over death, hell, and the devil. He showed the disciples his hands, his feet, his pierced side, and then he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit” (John 20:22).
What glorious truths were coming forth — revelation upon revelation! It was almost too much for the disciples, and several of them, led by Peter, decided to go fishing (see John 21:3). Peter was having trouble taking it all in. “I can’t comprehend the cross — how will I ever understand his resurrection? After all this time I’ve spent with him, I have understood so little. Let those who are brighter go on with him. I just want to do my own thing, in my own quiet way.”
Many of us may react to spiritual things in the same way. We know the Lord has called us to go deeper with him, but we avoid the challenge. We fall back into our old ways and then feel guilty for our lethargy. We fear we will never measure up to what God wants for us so we go back to busyness — shopping sprees, hobbies, new projects. The time once spent with God in growing is wasted on some form of “fishing” and we become frivolous and indecisive.
While Peter was fishing, the Lord noticed he was catching nothing and directed him to cast his net on the opposite side — where he gathered a tremendous harvest of fish. Later, while Peter separated his catch, Jesus said to him, in essence, “Peter, if you love me, get back to where you were. Follow me; feed my sheep; stop doing your own thing. Wake up!” (see John 21:15-18).
All Jesus asks of you is that you love him. Don’t worry about measuring up and don’t allow your dry spells to bring you to despair. Rejoice in them — they are part of God’s plan to bring you into his purpose for your life.